Date: 8th July 2025

Dearest Golu baby,
This time apart has taken a toll on us and MAJOR MAJOR missing is happening :( Last few days have been tough and I cant wait till I get to see you again.

I know dating is scary. I know that marriage is scarier and you are right to feel that way. It sucks that things didn't fall our way with respect to the 1 month thing but, at the same time, so many things did fall our way. We are lucky enough to be in the same country, same time zone and both with enough resources to meet almost once a month. Things could have been better, but, things could have definitely been way worse. What I am sure of is that I do not see a future wherein I am not waking up next to that beautiful face of yours till I die. (Yes, I am dying first). I love you so much my bubu.

You know, you always ask me that when did I know I loved you, how did I know. I did, the answer is and was very simple, always—because nothing has ever felt more real. I realised that you were a place for heart, for my mind, for my soul, to rest and be authentic and not wear a mask and run at the speed of light. Loving you wasn't a decision, it was something that had already happened, all on it's own. Fate had no business telling me who to love, my heart has always been yours since we met.

To me, before you, love meant something else entirely, but after you, since you, the meaning has become so much simpler and yet so difficult to be put into words. Love really is just a lot of "I'm thinking of you's" combined with "Are you okay my love?" with a lot of remembering your favourite type of coffee, type of food, colors and other things in life. It's telling you that I absolutely love your laugh, that I like just sitting next to you, doing nothing and getting you flowers everytime we meet. Going to random cafes and thinking that this is somethings she'd really like or watching a show or reading a book and thinking of recommending it to you. A lot of miss yous, Kiss yous and Love yous.

Thanks for being the person who I need all along. Thanks for giving me soft love and loving me with your whole heart and never holding back. That's true love and that's what I craved and dreamt of, deep down, just to have someone who loves me wholeheartedly and accepts my flaws and yet chooses to be with me. Someone who stays, someone who listens.

Baby, you will never be too much or not enough for me. You will always be the right amount. Just remember, that I am here, always, even when the rest of the world isn't. You are my home, you are my peace.

Yours forever and always,
Chiggy B